Bi-Polar Christian

Sometimes, I feel as if I’m guilty of being a “Bi-Polar Christian.” I’m up one moment and with a change in the way things are going, I feel myself struggling to get back up again. I know the Bible and believe that it is true, but am guilty of not always applying it like I should. There, I’m honest enough to admit it! I don’t want to be hypocritical and say one thing, knowing that I’m not up to par.
 So, here I am God. I can’t do this on my own and know that I have to have Your help! You can have it! I’m going to believe in Your Word and what You have said.

There is so much that God has for me and it is time for me to go out and get it. I can’t let what someone else is or isn’t doing determine how much I’m going to do. One day, I will have to answer for myself. Like they say, “every tub must stand on its own bottom.” We can’t change other people, only ourselves. So, that’s what I’m doing – I’m changing myself so that I will no longer feel like a Bi-Polar Christian.